Does a mermaid know how it feels to cry?
Of course she doesn't; her eyes aren't dry.
But does she still feel the pain inside
when it feels like a piece of her has died?
That, she must; she has a heart, too,
which could also easily break in two.
Then how does she express her pains and aches
when her beautiful little mer-heart breaks?
She can sob and scream for all to hear,
but no one can ever see her tears.
But if there are no tears, did she really cry?
She feels the same, but one can't deny
that, regardless of if you're a god or a potter,
you still cannot have tears in water.
Trapped
You can lock away your heart
Where you think it will be safe,
You can lock away your feelings
So you think you can't be hurt.
You can build your walls sky high
So that no one can get in,
You can activate your defences
So that you can hide away.
You can bottle up all that you feel,
'Cos after all,
If you don't have to deal with it
Then its not real.
You can let it out in short bursts,
Hurting the ones you love.
After all, that's so much easier than letting them in,
Than letting them see the wounded, fragile soul within.
Like a deer caught in headlights,
Like a cornered fox with nowhere to run;
You feel hurt and confu
- "Past Memories"
…you hugged me and said you loved me…
…you let me fall in love and you set me free…
…I opened up my heart and gave it to you…
…I offered you my love as I thought you'd do too…
…but you broke my heart and left it in pieces…
…you forgot our love and our kisses…
…you made me forget all my fears…
…but you filled my eyes with tears…
…I remember your smile and your touch…
…I couldn't break up cause I loved you too much…
…but now as your hope falls…
…you stopped answering my calls…
…you left me wondering what I did wrong…
…but I knew I had to be strong…
…I still had hope and that's all it takes…
…I tried so hard
The Past,
Haunts me still
Where I can never
Be used to the feeling
I once felt,
As shades of the past
Linger in my heart,
Bewildering. Tempting.
Me to go into this dream
Where I can never forget
The Love,
We once shared,
Where scents of roses
Filled the air
With melancholy despair,
As screams ring out
This affections drought,
While hoping to relive,
And reminisce
The Memory,
I have in my heart,
Where stories never depart
This perpetual maze
Running through my mind,
Hoping to find
Fragments of her
Living in my soul,
Pleading to recall,
As I try to figure out
The Past.
The Love.
The Memory.
Another boy to make me cry
Another relationship just passed by
Another love, another kiss
I can't believe it ended like this
You're not just another, boy in my life
You're not just another, reason for my knife
You are the person, I loved the most
But you were never the one, that would ever notice
A new skirt I wore, a different shade in my hair
It's not as if you would ever care
We had a fight and your mask was unveiled
You were only looking for someone until you set sail
All you wanted was to, loose your reputation
Of being the one in you group, without girl admiration
I've been rejected, showed off and even ignored
All I eve
I miss your smile, I miss your touch;
I miss the voice I loved so much;
And when I'm sleepless in the night
I miss the arms that held me tight.
It seems like only yesterday
So quietly you slipped away.
You were the rock I leaned upon,
I've had to be strong now you've gone.
No tomorrows for us to share
Still I sense you everywhere;
The love we had, death cannot sever;
Deep in my heart it lives forever.
Sleep my loved one, peacefully;
You earned your place in eternity.
Each night I gaze at the starlit sky
Reliving the years of you and I.
I feel your hands in my hair.
I feel your breath on my neck.
I feel your body pressed so close to mine.
I feel your lips on my throat.
I feel your hands move to my back and your lips work their way up to mine.
I feel you and I love it.
I hear you say you love me.
I hear you whisper my name.
I hear you tell me I'm the only one for you.
I hear your breath in my ear.
I hear your soft snores as I fall asleep.
I hear you and I love it.
I see you as I run into your arms.
I see your face break through my world of darkness.
I see you fight away my fears.
I see you wipe away my tears.
I see you're in love with me.
I see you and I love
you see no mark upon my skin
you see no tear in my eye
you see no sign of pain
therefor I must not be in pain
I must not cry myself
to sleep at night
or wake up screaming
because of haunted dreams
I must not pull the blade
across my skin
and hope that one day
it drives in deeper
I must not fear the darkness
or shudder at the thought of silence
I must not hide myself from
life and prying eyes that
judge your worth as a person
upon the shine of your smile
you hear no gasp escape my mouth
you hear no horror tale from my past
you hear no words of pain
therefor I must not be in pain
I must not scream so loud it's silent
o
Current Residence: Bangkok, Thailand Favourite style of art: photography MP3 player of choice: ipod touch Favourite cartoon character: butters from southpark Personal Quote: You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again
hi i'm new here on deviant art so i'm kinda confused on how to load things and edit things such and such =S
anyways i just took up photography as one of my hobbies so hopefully you guys will be able to see me improve bit by bit
summer's almost ending..pretty sad eh?
in exactly 16 more days my school opens
in 3 more days BREAKING DAWN would finally be here! (for the twilight series fan in the states anyways)
i'll have to wait 5 more days until i get my book
things in thailand are slower i guess
anyways i know this will be really random but the weather in thailand right now is a mixture between super sunny and really rainy
i just got
aahhh lol i dono how to edit the pics i took so im clearly a newbie but im going to scan the pic i drew soon...when i go to my dad's office to scan it lol HOW ARE U and yes ofcourse i still use this i love looking at pretty pictues and reading oh soo amazing poems
yup im finally a deviant after months of browsing around other people's pics i've finally made my own account hehe btw how do you make avatars? or whatever they call the pic u put for u id